{"id":12405,"date":"2025-07-01T16:31:38","date_gmt":"2025-07-01T23:31:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/?p=12405"},"modified":"2025-07-01T16:31:38","modified_gmt":"2025-07-01T23:31:38","slug":"embrace-the-void","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/?p=12405","title":{"rendered":"Embrace The Void, Take Two"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>&#8230; to be continued, fucking again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>There&#8217;s a lot going on. I&#8217;m just trying to keep it all together.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My head is gonna explode, there&#8217;s way too much going on right now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">&#8212;ooOoo&#8212;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">thea&#8217;s birthday wish<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">a spark of joy in my heart<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">pure joy fills my soul<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"960\" height=\"671\" src=\"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/IMG_9473.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-12515\" srcset=\"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/IMG_9473.jpeg 960w, https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/IMG_9473-300x210.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/IMG_9473-768x537.jpeg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 960px) 100vw, 960px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-audio\"><audio controls src=\"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/lionslps.mp3\"><\/audio><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">The Tokens; &#8216;The Lion Sleeps Tonight (Wimoweh)&#8217;<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Great to hear from you. I didn&#8217;t expect it. Expect the unexpected, I guess?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">&#8212;ooOoo&#8212;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The noise remains deafening. Not sure what to write, nor where to begin. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">&#8212;ooOoo&#8212;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For those keeping score, and have been reading the last six months or so: <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nicole accepted a very nice position last week, and now we&#8217;re mere days later, and we&#8217;re all sorted out, with her leaving in less than four weeks. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Accordingly, coupled with the FairWell Music Festival in Oregon, and Dead &amp; Co in Golden Gate Park, this boy is gonna be busy this month.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"795\" src=\"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/admat-new-1024x795.webp\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-12517\" srcset=\"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/admat-new-1024x795.webp 1024w, https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/admat-new-300x233.webp 300w, https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/admat-new-768x596.webp 768w, https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/admat-new-1536x1192.webp 1536w, https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/admat-new-2048x1589.webp 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-audio\"><audio controls src=\"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/soever.mp3\"><\/audio><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Jeremy Zucker; &#8216;I&#8217;m So Happy (feat. BENEE)&#8217;<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Takes me back to Starbucks, and those veiled threats. &#8220;Yes, Virginia, I can live without you.&#8221; More interestingly though, can you live without me???<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It&#8217;s funny when people ask: &#8220;Are you gonna be okay? Everything alright?&#8221; Seriously? I&#8217;m beyond fine. I&#8217;m smitten. I&#8217;d like to be left alone. Please me.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I can&#8217;t wait to get back into a bubble, sitting on a hill in Golden Gate Park.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"259\" height=\"195\" src=\"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/Downloadwilloughby.webp\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-12524\" style=\"width:437px;height:auto\"\/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-audio\"><audio controls src=\"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/sanman.mp3\"><\/audio><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Metallica; &#8216;Enter Sandman&#8217;<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">&#8212;ooOoo&#8212;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It&#8217;ll be strange to be back in The City. So many memories. Not sure where to begin. I wanna go back to New Montgomery &#8211; I wanna see my old office South of Market; I wanna go into House of Shields; I wanna order a Car Bomb at O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s; I wanna pull my cock out at Eddie Rickenbackers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We&#8217;re gonna stay next to the park. I wanna get an It&#8217;s-Its at the Academy of the Sciences; I wanna run with the fishes at the Steinhart Aquarium; I wanna kiss a pretty girl in the Botanical Gardens; I wanna recall what it was like then &#8211; and how much more beautiful it is now. I hope &#8211; not sure?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">&#8212;ooOoo&#8212;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Release the Kraken! Hahahaha &#8211; lol <\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"767\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/goblin-767x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-12532\" srcset=\"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/goblin-767x1024.jpg 767w, https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/goblin-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/goblin-768x1025.jpg 768w, https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/goblin.jpg 959w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 767px) 100vw, 767px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-audio\"><audio controls src=\"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/instit.mp3\"><\/audio><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Suicidal Tendencies; &#8216;Institutionalized&#8217;<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>To be continued&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230; to be continued, fucking again. There&#8217;s a lot going on. I&#8217;m just trying to keep it all together. My head is gonna explode, there&#8217;s way too much going on right now. &#8212;ooOoo&#8212; thea&#8217;s birthday wish a spark of joy in my heart pure joy fills my soul Great to hear from you. I didn&#8217;t &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/?p=12405\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Embrace The Void, Take Two<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[2866,2628,2868,2627,2865,16,19,2552,2867,2864,2863],"class_list":["post-12405","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ramblings","tag-enter-sandman","tag-im-so-happy","tag-institutionalized","tag-jeremy-zucker","tag-metallica","tag-neuroticattorney","tag-neuroticattorney-com","tag-ramblings","tag-suicidal-tendencies","tag-the-lion-sleeps-tonight","tag-the-tokens"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12405","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12405"}],"version-history":[{"count":19,"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12405\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12544,"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12405\/revisions\/12544"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12405"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12405"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12405"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}