{"id":13026,"date":"2026-01-29T19:10:11","date_gmt":"2026-01-30T03:10:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/?p=13026"},"modified":"2026-02-07T08:26:16","modified_gmt":"2026-02-07T16:26:16","slug":"this-is-merely-to-please-my-counselor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/?p=13026","title":{"rendered":"This is merely to please my counselor"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>How do you do it without rest? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I dunno. I just try, I guess.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">&#8212;ooOoo&#8212;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I write a bunch of things, but I don&#8217;t always remember where I left the words. It scares me. Forgetting them makes me feel like I&#8217;m forgetting myself. I get lost. I&#8217;m lost. My fingernails break, they bleed, on the walls.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">&#8212;ooOoo&#8212;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-video\"><video height=\"1080\" style=\"aspect-ratio: 1920 \/ 1080;\" width=\"1920\" controls src=\"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/IMG_3410.mov\"><\/video><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-video\"><video height=\"1080\" style=\"aspect-ratio: 1920 \/ 1080;\" width=\"1920\" controls src=\"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/IMG_3411.mov\"><\/video><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-video\"><video height=\"1080\" style=\"aspect-ratio: 1920 \/ 1080;\" width=\"1920\" controls src=\"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/IMG_3390.mov\"><\/video><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">&#8212;ooOoo&#8212;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Done.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>How do you do it without rest? I dunno. I just try, I guess. &#8212;ooOoo&#8212; I write a bunch of things, but I don&#8217;t always remember where I left the words. It scares me. Forgetting them makes me feel like I&#8217;m forgetting myself. I get lost. I&#8217;m lost. My fingernails break, they bleed, on the &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/?p=13026\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">This is merely to please my counselor<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13026","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ramblings"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13026","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13026"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13026\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13034,"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13026\/revisions\/13034"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13026"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13026"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuroticattorney.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13026"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}